The Lonely life.

I'm back from thailand, and damn right. It was awesome. Everything was good. The shopping, the fun, the relaxing times. It was a memorable holiday for myself and my family but one thing was a letdown though. It's sad to say only my dad and I aren't on very good terms now. But his birthday is coming up in a few more day's time. Should I get him a present?

I don't even know whether people still do read my blog now but if you still do, I thank you very much for taking time off to read. I know entertaining you with my blog will lead to no outcome. But well, this is my life right now.

I feel life is so mundane right now. Sleep, wake up, play computer games, chill in gardens. Next thing, wake up again and the whole process keeps repeating and repeating. Life is such a confuse state for me right now. I do not know what to do, like everything is just thrown into my hands and left to deal with it without any help. Someone save me..

Thailand.

As we looked back to the childhood times that we have. It's so much that we have grown into. Everyone has their own aspirations and dreams. What do you wanna be? I wanna be working in the banking world and rule the money system as my pet. We studied hard, work hard and most importantly, the attitude will drive us there.

Sometimes, don't you wish you have a baby brother / sister? Rock top of the world or lie flat bottom of the world? Life's been a pretty fun experiment on myself. With so much time at my hands, I have no idea what to do. I guess the OC is my studying time now.

Marissa and Ryan just can go marry one another. AND BAM.

I will be going to thailand in like a few hours time. Miss me not, Miss me yes. I will miss you guys. ( though its four days. but whatever. )

Ciao mates.

The Long wait

Sometimes, I wish time could stop. So that it could stop back to where we belong together. I love you, I still do. Whenever I remember those times we spent together, I have to admit that I am suffering in silence. Cause I can't bear to let you go. You are my heart. Don't disappoint me again.

The life that we used to have.

Does life has a mystery for all of us? We often ask ourselves, what's the purpose of living in this world? What's the point of it? Do we all enjoy ourselves everyday? Do we all make ourselves suffer? Do we do things at the expense of others? Most importantly, do you actually love the person that you love most? Think about it. And I'm sure my man, you will reveal many questions in your mind soon thereafter.

Life's been great for me since a day ago. No more olevels, and I got fucking 5 months to myself. Tell me, what shall I do? To you my audience, this is a list SO FAR, I'm looking forward to do.
1. Exercise MORE.
2. Learn a form of fighting(
3. Learn piano.
4. Work and get at least 500 bucks.
5. Keep up good relations with my homies.
6. Further educate myself on other things.
7. Smoke less because it's killing me real soon.
8. Complete watching a few television series ESP entourage and THE OC OHHH YESS!
9. Skating.
10. FURTHER MY DRUM CAREER. (wouldn't call it career, but anyway.. )
11. Eyebrow piercing!!
12. Colourr rmy hair hehe
13. Spectacles!
14. Buy more clothesssss.
15. Perhaps, know more people? HAHAHAHA
16. Could you help me to think of one?

Moving along, I wanna thank all my friends out there who has gone through a lot together with me. I'll never forget them and safe to say, I love you all.

Aaron Mossadeg and Ashton and Mike! Bestmans in my wedding in 10 more years to come.
Signing out biatches, it's Aaron Andrew Ang. Anything you need help, it's a call away.

The cold night

On this cold night that we were supposed to play soccer, our hopes were destroyed by the thunder and lighting in the sky. Came down was a huge downpour and the only advantage was that tonight was a cool night. Talking about my life...

To summarise the A maths exam, I'm pretty screwed. It was difficult. My dreams of getting into Temasek poly accounting course looks to be threatened and I'm in a very lousy state.

Exams technically, is gonna end on thursday for me. Sometimes I wished it will come sooner because I'm tired by the amount of studying I put into. It's stupid really. I studied like fucking hard for A maths paper, but only to be setback by the difficulty of the questions. Cause I've no fucking much idea how the fuck that I can not do those questions. But what's done is already done and I can't do much about it. I hope God is always there, helping me with the entry into temask poly. Will god help me?

We shall see.

The suffering continues...

Ala, i'm finally back for blogging. It's been really quite a while since I've last blogged. And I must say, I think blogging is one of my addictions right now. Somehow, I would have the feelings of insecurity running through my veins if I would not blog for a week. Somehow.

English paper to me was decent. Pretty average I guess. I certainly hope the markers do not mark me down strictly as how Miss Jessica Yap does, but in any case, a C5 for that standard, i'm pretty happy on the safe side. Thursday and friday are my amaths papers day and I must say, I'm quite ready for it. Plane geometry and the drawing of curves are the ones I fear most and no doubt, my carelessness plays a huge role in bringing down my marks. Wish me the best of luck!

The Hero that became zero.

Hello to you my audience. Today has been a really great and awesome night, but at the same time, a average night for myself. You see, I had one of the greatest dinners in my entire life while I was spending my time away as Michael's. A simple meal like some chicken and rice might seem pretty average to you. But compliment mike's food. He seems to have a thing for amazing food. Really.

Sigh, I don't even know am I suppose to blog today. Or what should I blog about?

I heard things about you, more and more each day, and it's tearing me inside. I'm like a ball which is about to be kicked at. Who knows, I will fly to Pasir ris. I can't stand it whenever you're with that person. I really can't. I really can't.

Oh god, this is killing me. But you know what? Let time be the essence.

I was that one single hero in your life and now, I am nothing to you, I'm like a zero. I feel lost.